Whats popping...in the morning..

I've never had time to do this...because of course i'd been at school but now since i got lots of time i might as well. Moreover my mind is flooded and i need to let a bit of the steam out.
There are lots of things that puzzle me right now and i've got a lot of mixed emotions harassing me this morning..

Disappointment < i tried..why didn't this work out for me..its so not fair..God ..could it be that you've forgotten me concerning this..What am i suppose to do now..Sigh*

Then there's the
 Anger< oooo that bitch!..i can't believe her..and to think all this time she was reigning terror down on my life and she was the one doing that...i'm disgusted..seriously??..smh (shake my head)..like wtf..(what the..F*ck)

also a lil bit of the ..

"U feel a woman can be bored like that masiay.."...(The lucian in me)
i  would love someone to make me breakfast..
Perhaps i should leave the house and get a pedicure..

I wish my best friend was awake..i need someone i can trust..
I'm at home..its really quiet..everyone's gone off to start their day..

He promised to bring me out for ice cream..and he never did..i still remember that...

Soulfully...
stella